"My life is terrible. My bills aren't paid, my children hate me, my wife doesn't love me, and one way or another it's all my fault.  God, it feels like every choice life has thrown at me I've made the wrong decision.  I'm tired. Tired of being wrong. Tired of being the one to blame. Tired of being the one responsible for hurting the ones I love.  As take the last sip of the catalyst of so many of my actions I think to myself if things could have been different.  I wonder if I could have been the superhero who comes in to save the day. I wonder if I could have been the upstanding husband or the father whom his kids adore.  But I guess there's no point in wondering now, the damage has already been done. With death feeling unusually close. This empty bottle atop this damned building is all I've got left to hold on to"